POEM : I cry

Ya Rahman Ya Rahim

I pray to Allah for all that I need 
I love Him
I fear Him
I trust Him

My hopes go up to Heaven just for Him
Then if my feelings are like this
Is it not ok to cry?
Shed a tear?
Why?

I can cry when I supplicate
And cry when my prayers have been heard
I fear Allah and when I sin I can cry
Because I am ashamed when He sees 
And He sees all that I do
And when I have been saved from it
Saved from the shame

Why Oh Why
Do I cry? I wonder
Is it because I'm afraid of the fire of Hell?
Is it because I'm afraid to die and face Him?
Is it because I know I have done wrong

And every horrible thing that happens is because I dispeased Him?
Yes.I am afraid but it's the fear of a servant! 
Born a servant and I shall die a servant
A servant to Allah
And I worship Him

Because He is the only one deserving of it
He is the sole Creator and Sustainer of all that is
He is my witness, your witness, their witness to everything
He is the one who loves all
He loves you, He loves me, He loves us more than our own parents

And I truly love Him because He deserves to be loved
The only one who deserves all my love, your love, our love
Is it still strange to Cry?

If you say yes then look up, look down, look all around you
The sky. It shields us, It protects us, It is perfect for us
There must have been a God, the Creator of all this
He layed out the oceans and seas for us
He gave the Earth beauty for us
Look at a rose

Why is it here with us?
How has it come to be?
Oh it is true, I know it in my heart
That I am a servant, you are a servant, every creature and creation
We are the servants of Allah and He is our Witness

I cry 
And I cry
Tears of sorrow when I reject Allah's order
I pray
And I pray
For forgiveness
And when I smile, I think
La Ilaha Illa' Allah

Because even though Allah brings suffering upon me and others
He also gives us a chance to smile and he gave us a Heart
And my Heart 
It is where my tears come from

So is it ok now to cry?
Yes. And Allah is my Witness
The sole witness of all
And I will face Him
When the time comes
And I wait for it
With tears of love, fear, and trust

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